Second Thoughts..

So as of last night, quite a lot of things have happened, or well, have occurred in my mind. Mr Sweetums isn't actually so sweet, he's actually turned out to be quite creepy.. almost pervy-like.. so DELETE! he can't seem to stop talking about sexual things.. not down for that, I'm not an escort, I'm a sugar babe.

Things with Mr Mysterioso is probably going to come to a halt also, sure he's more than cute for his age but today, I figure he's not serious about having a sugar babe if he has time to hang out with a PLAYBOY MODEL. Yeap. That's right. Seems like i'm getting the shitty end of the stick when it comes to this, *sigh* well you're probably wondering how this came about? i texted him good morning around 11am and he responds with "Hi gorgeous" and i was all uppity and excited, *NTS: don't ever get excited about any sugar daddy until I see some actual SUGAR!* than I asked "what are you doing?" and he says "just hanging out with a playboy model" ....uhm excuse me?! wtf? if you can have time for a playboy model you surely can have time to go out for lunch with me, but apparently his last email i had from him states that he will be busy for the next 2 weeks.. busy doing what? hanging out with playboy models? don't get me wrong, i'm not jealous, i'm annoyed he wasted my time. So DELETE!

Things with Mr HT probably are gonna be put on hold for a bit, he doesn't really interest me and his net worth is less than a mill.. what can he really provide for me? probably nothing. and he's out of the country for the next two weeks. So i'm probably just gonna leave it at that, maybe end all communication.

Things are iffy with Mr Handsome, we talked briefly via msn and text.. he seems so boring! he says that working is his passion, sure that means money but that also means boring, BUT, that also means busy, which means I see him less for a big allowance.. to refresh your memory 5000 a month i'll be getting from this guy. I have a date with him on monday at 1:30pm at a cafe shop, i'm nervous and hesitant to go.. he's never had a sugar baby before and he seems nice enough offering me a ride but for my safety, i'll take the cab. Oh and I requested a picture from him and so far, nothing yet.. soo i'm really unsure, i'll see if i can get a picture of him over this weekend, if not, the date is off, thats just too sketchy for me. Also, i'm sure all he has in mind is sex, I don't see him and I doing movies or dinner dates.. so, once again, i'm not a pro.

But on a brighter note, I have received 2 more messages on SA. One from a guy that is 26 and the other 45. The 26 year old, whom i'll name Guelph, and the 45 year old i'll name Washington, because simply, that's all I know of them so far.

Guelph is a guy that is looking for a sugar babe with potential to be more, which works fine for me. He is single and is "expected to date" so we don't really have to be discreet. I look forward in getting to know him simply because he is young, and even if the whole SD/SB doesn't work out, I have a gut feeling we can be friends... which could lead to more eventually, if you catch my drift. He wants a lady that he could bring to upscale functions and also to just hang out with his friends which sounds absolutely marvelous to me!

Washington has told me he has 5 ex wives and therefore, knows how to take care of his ladies.. but than why are they his ex wives? anywho's he travels a lot from Washington, to Toronto/Montreal, which works for me and he says that he won't be checking in on me very often but if there is an emergency I could always contact him, and I don't really know much about this guy but his net worth is from 1mill to 2mill so, I'll see how things go and keep you posted.

Thanks for reading! xox Jayde Nicole

EDIT: Mr handsome, is totally not Mr handsome at all! I asked him if his picture on SA was him and he says "no, but similar to me" and than i see him msn display pic pop up and similar my ass! his SA pic has a slim face and i would imagine have a fit body, uhmm in his real pic, he has a chubby round face... which i'm sure accompanies man boobs that i can somewhat make out in the picture as well and i'm sure, a chubby body, and him being 5'5 probably doesn't help. ick. Might have to do some hard thinking about this up coming date...oh boy, what do you sugars think?